Megadeth - Addicted to Chaos Lyrics

(Mustaine)
Only yesterday they told me you were gone
All these normal people will I find another one?
Monkey on my back. Aching in my bones
I forgot you said 'One day you'll walk alone"
I said I need you. Does that make me wrong?
Am I a weak man. Are you feeling strong?
My heart was blackened. It's bloody red
A hole in my heart, a hole in my head?

Who will help me up?
Where's the helping hand?
Will you turn on me?
Is this my final stand?

In a dream I cannot see
Tangled abstract fallacy
Random turmoil builds in me
I'm addicted to chaos

Light shined on my path,
Turn bad days into good
Turn breakdowns into blocks. I smashed 'em
Cause I could
My brain was labored, my head would spin
Don't let me down, don't give up, don't give in