Marianas Trench - All To Myself Lyrics

I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I'm wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break

I don't wanna be the bad guy
Been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time and times killing you
Every way that I do

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me
'Cause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Сause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut

It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it
But I try it over and over again

Did you say please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me
'Сause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please just follow me
I thought you wanted me
'Сause I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else